The dark side of me

Monday, May 07, 2007

Dear friends,
if I die today,
will you mourn for me?

Dear friends,
if you will never see me again,
will you tell me you love me?

Dear friends,
if I tell you I will miss you,
can you promise to do the same?

Dear friends,
if I am gone,
do not shed any tears.
Cos we know,
I am going to a better place.
With peace and love.

Amen.

Just a girl|9:19 PM|

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you

I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside

Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

Just a girl|4:05 AM|

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Monday, December 11, 2006

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后
慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑
反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好
依然是依然是
暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在
自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信
时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是依然是
暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在
自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

Just a girl|2:41 AM|

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Everyone was drunk yesterday.

Madness.

Tears.

Painfulness.

Hangover from yesterday caused me to be absent from work today.. Ha.

Can't even walk properly... So how the hell am I going to work?

So giddy.

I wished all those alcohol can just brain wash me.

Just a girl|11:06 PM|

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Econs SUCKS!

i SCREWED up man!

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

Oh, and Mum's flying off to HongKong tomorrow while I am in the middle of another torture.

Home alone. Weee. Okay, that's a fake cheer.

Quoting from Cindy.. I am also a "mei ren yao de hai zi'.

I wanna go Hong Kong too! Bring me alongggg Mummy!

I dun wanna take As anymore.

BOO!

Just a girl|9:38 PM|

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Cindy will off her phone in like... 1 hour plus? It's A's in two days so I think she don't want to be distracted. Well, maybe I should too. Even though you don't message me, even though you don't give a damn about me. I can still be distracted.

You sure know the way to break a girl's heart.
Well, it's proven.
I'm just the evidence. Thanks.

Trying to focus,
Kaili

Just a girl|10:26 PM|

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Monday, October 30, 2006

亲爱的你从不掉眼泪
是谁让你如此伤心
坚强的你应该要看清
恋情结束就该放弃

你只需要再次重新出发
找到明天是很简单的事
只要你能拥有再追求幸福的心情

亲爱的你快换上新衣
适合现在消瘦的你
你会发现走在大街上
好多人都在回头看你
爱上他只是一个小 mistake
没有他你会有更多机会
值得你去爱的人在未来等着你
请赶快觉醒

亲爱的你过往的经历
迟早会化作片片回忆
打起精神来
让我看见你全新会微笑的脸

Just a girl|10:23 PM|

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