Monday, December 26, 2005

I ended my attachment!! OPPS! Is it good to mention it here when I didn't even blog about the fact that I had an attachment? LOL. I attached to Singapore Press Holdings for my dec hols for one month plus and I enjoyed it being an intern reporter. I went through things I never knew I will throughout my life. Now after I left the company, I remembered things tht I knew I will never forget. Going to the mortuary 3 to 4 times week, who will experience that except for our dearest reporters? I used to be frightened about it, but soon it became a routine. You see things you never want to see, families crying, breaking down... I won't want to experience that, not in my life. I'm now so afraid of losing everyone in my life, cause I know I'm not strong enough to stand up again. All i want to say to you guys out there is, if you're part of my life, you're someone that I can't lose. Work... I miss work and the colleagues there. Esp my zhu ren! Sigh. When will I ever see them again?

These days.. I've been thinking alot. Life is full of regrets, sometimes if there's something you want yet you can't bring yourself to get it, you will feel miserable when you lost it. Chance never come twice. I learnt it in secondary school. When I let go of my chance, it's forever. Regret won't bring anyone back.

Things are just not the same again.

I'm always wearing a protective cover, for I'm afraid of being hurt. I'm always smiling, for I won't show anyone my pain. I'm cold, for then you can't hurt me. I'm complicated, for that's when you can't know me and that's when I can defend myself. I'm wierd, for when I tried to do all I mentioned, I can't help but got the opposite.

Love,
kaili

Just a girl|8:11 PM|

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[[*Just Her*]]

Kaili Wang a.k.a Bimbo
Officially 18
Virgo
Crazy girl
Fun-loving
Graduated from
Innova Junior College
Embrace Christianity

[[*Her loves*]]

Loves the sun
Loves her darlings

[[*Her Hates*]]

Coldness
Cruelty
Losers

[[*Girl's Past Histories*]]

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[[WhatEver*]]


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