Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Maybe I'm wrong when I said I don't know what is love. I am just afraid.
I was packing my room when I saw that book in the shelf, the book long forgotten.
Flipping through my secondary school years diary, every page is filled with his name, his smile, our memories...
Yet he is never mine.
Lots of memories came back with the diary...
Days when we went out together, days when I cried over him, days when I felt this piercing pain whenever I saw his girlfriend and him, everytime when I miss him, when he was at my block, when he gave me the shirt, when we shared a chair and many more...
Stuff that I wrote in secondary school, perhaps I do loved him then. It's funny why all my password for my accounts are related to him, and why the passwords are always the same after all these years... Maybe it's because I really don't want to forget him.

I found some stupid stuff I wrote when I was love sick. Ha.

Maybe it will hurt me alot to do this,
but it will all be over when it's past.
It's better to hurt once and for all,
rather than being hurt forever.

希望越大
失望越大
所以我已
彻底绝望

I'll remember my feelings to him forever
And it'll remain genuine forever
except for the fact that it can only be placed in memories.

爱得越深
心痛越重
再也不想
有任何伤痛
不想再玩
没结果的游戏
因为到头来
输的永远是我

I remembered...
It hurts then.
I was hurt, a girl who wished she don't know what is love.

signing off,
the girl in the secondary school days

Just a girl|10:12 PM|

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[[*Just Her*]]

Kaili Wang a.k.a Bimbo
Officially 18
Virgo
Crazy girl
Fun-loving
Graduated from
Innova Junior College
Embrace Christianity

[[*Her loves*]]

Loves the sun
Loves her darlings

[[*Her Hates*]]

Coldness
Cruelty
Losers

[[*Girl's Past Histories*]]

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[[WhatEver*]]


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