The dark side of me

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Just got home from town. Whee! Exams finally over man! I hoped I'm going to get promoted, which I think I most likely will. Lol. Yesterday was really a crazy day, key word: crazy! Project work's written report was due yesterday and my group members had to almost redo the whole thing on thursday. Argh! I had to go to Singapore press holding for a job interview first that afternoon for a work attachment from school during the holidays and rush all the way from Toa Payoh back to school after the interview. I screwed up the whole interview and it's so obvious that I won't get the job. I want the job, sob. Went to work on written report immediatly when I reached school. My group members and me then stayed back in school till 8.30 to do the stupid report when the school is closing. Can you imagine it?! I felt like I've no life man. Spend my whole day in school when I can be somewhere else doing other things, anything will be better than doing project work. When I reached home, bathed and had my dinner, I sat in front of my computer and started doing pw, again. And it went on and on, editing and doing and redoing, and I drank cups and cups of coffee. And finally, it's time to go to school. I did not sleep at all man. Not even for one minute! I'm starting to look scary with my dark eye rings and eye bags. Lol. When I thought I can go school, I realised that I can't make it on time. In the end, I just skipped the first lecture. So I continued doing the report. At 9 plus, when I was about to go prepare to go school, my teacher complained that our report is not right. Wrong format. Then we redid the report again. Then when I thought everything's gonna be alright, my teacher said she wants us to email her our written report first at 10 again no matter what. So we hurried my group member to finish his editing for he only woke up a few hours ago and when we combined everything, the word count exceeded. Then we edited again. By the time we sent it, it's already 10.30. And now when I finally really thought I can leave house already, we realised that we had to redo the numbering again and thus have to reprint. 44 pages of report wasted like that, the ink and the paper, argh! My teacher then said that we've to reach by the project work(pw) period at 11.40 and I was like, what the hell! Kept telling us that must change this and that at the very last minute and expect us to reach on time? My group member stayed far away from school la! By the time we finished, it's already about pw period. The most fustrating thing is that I walked down without combing my hair, without wearing my shoes yet and without wearing contacts and there was no cab in sight. I really wanted to curse then. In the end, my friend had to pick me up and we went to school 10 mins late for the lesson. And if you thought it'll end there, you're wrong. We had to queue the long queue at the bookshop again to photocopy our report before submitting it to my teacher. When we finally submitted our report, honestly I was not just tired. I was drained out. I felt so dead. And I felt like crying. When all I wanted to do was to go home and sleep, it was sports day. I was forced to attend the event and sit there till 6. Damn hot and damn difficult to sleep with all the noise. Argh! One of my friends left halfway and dragged me to leave but I rejected. Felt bad to leave like that, lol. I'm mad la!

Okay, done with all my unhappy happenings. Lol. Now must talk about fun things! I went to sentosa last saturday to tan! So fun and relaxing. Gwen and Jean were with me and we just laid on the mats and enjoyed our tanning. We covered our faces with our shirts cos' the sun's burning and listen and sang songs. Haha. Honestly, I think we look like idiots. 3 girls lying down with their face covered and singing and moving with the rhythm. Gwen and Jean were rather shy about tanning with bikinis at frist but got used to it shortly. When we started to tan our backs, we looked around and spotted cuties! Hehe. Jean was like hey look at the guy in black and white shorts, he's cute. As we only saw the back and side view, I did not comment much and continued tanning. When we were about to leave, I looked at the guy in black and white shorts again and I almost screamed. He's someone from my school! Jean and Gwen put on their shirts immediatly cos they don't want anyone from school to see them like that while I just ignore it. We packed our stuff immediatly and got ready to leave when I realised that he actually saw us too. Ewww! I look fat in bikini la! So dead! Then I started to wonder, did he saw us when we were lying down on our backs tanning with our faced covered, singing and shaking? That will be like... so unsightly! Sigh. Anyway, I did get a tan and it had been a fun day. Nothing can stop me from going Sentosa soon! I want to get even more tanned. Ha.

Argh! I can't upload the photos!
Kailiiii

Just a girl|10:15 PM|

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