The dark side of me

Thursday, March 02, 2006

All I did was to change your opinion towards me.
I tried and I did. Yep sure you changed you opinion,
but you made it worse.
You were my motivation but no longer so.

被爱是幸福，
爱人是痛苦。

I get it, seriously.

I won't let you affect me anymore.

Just a girl|11:43 PM|

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I hear this all the time....

A: I don't think he'll ever like me.
B: At least give it a try. You never know till you try.

A: I don't think I can pass this test.
B: At least you put in your best.

A: Time is too short. I can't make it to the U.
B: Just study hard now. If you really can't, at least you tried and u put in the effort.

Okay, so what's the moral of the story? Always try. LOL!!

Life is about trying. You never know till you try. And if you fail, at least you tried. There'll then be no regrets.

I will try hard to score for A's.
I will try hard to get into the course I want.
I will try hard to get scholarship.
I will try hard to.....
I will try.

Just a girl|8:24 PM|

*Yawning* I really feel so sleepy now!!
Time check, 1.14a.m.
And I m still doing stupid history essay. Sigh.
Too bad cos I owe Mr. Yeo this essay for far too long and I promised to hand in later.
Oh ya, I didn't do as badly as I thought for my History test. Haha.
But still, it's a long way from my target, an A.

We went out to eat pizza hut just now with the chinese new year commitee and the teachers, it was quite funny. During the meal, we played some stupid games like open numbers until we begun to talk about the more serious things like scholarship. Am I even good enough to get it? Well I don't think so. But I rather I work hard now than regret after As about why I didn't work hard enough.

Saw my manager just now in Pizza Hut and I went over to say hi. Surprisingly he still remembered me and the stupid nickname he gave me, hamburger! =(
Stop laughing!!!
And worse, he told me I'm even more chubby than last time. What the...
I need to go for face slimming! Humph!
Then, he asked about my secondary friend aka my ex colleague and I said I don't know.
I don't know why things turned out like that but it did.
I think although I'm still childish in some sense, I am proud enough of myself cos at least I handle certain things in a mature manner. I still remembered in secondary two when my clique decided to stick together throughout secondary school years and work hard. Yet, it was all empty promises. Out of the four of us, one of my friends quitted school and became like a drug addict now, the other retained in secondary 3 and now quitted school. Only 2 of us in the clique proceed on to other stages of life and yet once again, we separated.

It was funny to know how much I changed. Last time, I will have no doubt that they are my best friends forever. However, now we don't even bother looking for each other because I know that things are just not the same anymore. They lead their own lives and I lead mine, and our lives are not connected anymore. Cindy commented that we really have different friends and I agreed. Compared to her, my world is so much more tainted with the many "wrong" paths distracting me from the right one. Going to Jc was just a stupid joke that I made in the beginning for I seriously thought that I will not get in. Although 17 points may be considered a lousy score for most of you, I'm still proud of it because I chose to take the right path for me.

*strong faith needed*

Just a girl|1:13 AM|

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

this is our school.. NOT!

Stupid Steven kept saying that
we shouldn't take pic in the dark or
we'll see a white figure. Humph!

At orchard MRT!!

Look at us.. Cool? Haha! Me and
Hui ying climbed up to take the pic.
We were all crazy then. And mind
you, it's in the middle of the night!

Still full of energy after one night
of cycling. Walla Mico rocks!!

Haha. Do we look like tourists?

Us and our bikes. Lovee it!

We're the dragon babies!

Posing. LOL. kinda of corny.

Feeling so much better! Posted up some photos taken during the night cycling trip with walla and miko members. LOL. It was like one month ago la.. but still... I LOVE THE PHOTOS!!!

*Lost in myself*

Just a girl|6:03 PM|

I regretted for being so lazy and not take my long term medication. That's why now I'm suffering from cramps now. Why am I a girl????!!!! SOB!

It's too painful for me to continue blogging anymore. OUCH!

Just a girl|2:08 PM|

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