Friday, February 04, 2005

updating my blog again.. why? for no reason.. this blog is seriously getting boring. cos of my stupid updates? i dunno. Today something drastic happened at home today. I'm upset yet I can't do anything about it. I want to find someone to talk to then I suddenly realise a fact-who can I trust? You? I no longer know who's my friends and who's not. Who's backstabbing me who's not? It's all a childish game yet even adults do that. Hopeless, everything is hopeless. What can I do to change everything in my life? Reborn? I'm tired and sick of the life I'm leading now, where everyday I put on a damn smiley face when my heart is torn and aching. So many times, so many times that I have the urge to cry, like now. But I can't, letting my true feelings flow is like being a piece of transparent glass-easily breakable. Insecure feelings will soon overtake my once "peaceful mind". Who am I really? Is the girl in the mirror really me? I know I sound childish and kiddy, but I won't deny it. I'm a kid, some part of me will always be.

Love,
Kaili

Just a girl|2:42 AM|

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[[*Just Her*]]

Kaili Wang a.k.a Bimbo
Officially 18
Virgo
Crazy girl
Fun-loving
Graduated from
Innova Junior College
Embrace Christianity

[[*Her loves*]]

Loves the sun
Loves her darlings

[[*Her Hates*]]

Coldness
Cruelty
Losers

[[*Girl's Past Histories*]]

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[[WhatEver*]]


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